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The art of.....letting go

 




I renovated the house and it was quite a process. After the furniture arrived, I had to think how will I style the objects. It was easy in rearranging the books in the library, but I needed to add my personal touch. I enjoy having this intimate light, so I bought several rush holders. As I went through my personal things, I found some pictures from different stages of life. I decided to frame them so I found two golden picture frames from Zara. I just fell in love of how they were looking and their versatility. 

There is only one small thing I forgot to mention. Sometimes I have two left hands and I break things. At that time, I was just hoping that the set-up will last forever. Three months later, I was cleaning the small library and I broke on of the picture frame. I was so pissed of about it. My first reaction was to throw the broken picture frame and go to Zara Home to buy another one, which I did. I got my decor back and I was all happy and chill. A year after this event, it happen again. I was cleaning the house when the frame fell from the shelf and broke into pieces. I got upset and pissed of. Meanwhile, my mom called me and this is what we talked:

Mom: Hi, How are you?
Me: Hi. I am upset. I broke again the Zara picture frame. 
Mom: I hope you are not going out to buy another one?! It seems like the picture frame had it's time in your house. It just doesn't belong there. Besides, it is the third or fourth time when you are trying to make this arrangement work. 
Me: OK. I'll see what I will do.  Let's talk later. Bye bye
Mom: Bye Bye

Although, the discussion was related to an ordinary object, it made think of all my relationships. It is hard to accept that stages in our relationships or even relationships are over and we need to transform the emotion. Some people come into our life to teach us life lessons and then move away from us like the objects we lose. A white space is created for new things or people to come. At the beginning we only feel the pain, the disappointment, then the acceptance and later on the happiness and gratitude for the experience. 

We forget that everything's happening for our Greater Good. Maybe next time when you go through a loss, you just act with gratitude towards the experience and thing of the bright experiences that will come. 

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