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The ugly truth


 I went to Dali exhibition that takes place in Bucharest until May at ARCUB. I fell in love with the statues in the picture above. If I remember well it is a goddess and the mirror is s similar figure with all the pointy bones. One represents beauty and the other one shows the imperfections. 

Before going into the Art Gallery, we passed through the crowded old town with people staying at restaurants and talking loudly. We passed through a table and I heard a guy yelling at another one:

-Do you realize he stayed with a fat girl for seven years? 

The other one replied: "It was like a redemption". 

The guy replied: " It was more like 7 years in Tibet. At least in Tibet was drought."

For one second I felt how rage invades my body. I struggled my entire life with extra kilograms. I was on the verge on going to him and punch him. I took a look at him. He was tall and had a couple of kilograms extra. I remembered that how we behave says more about ourselves than the person we gossip about. The way he pinpointed about the fat girl showed that if we would gain extra weight to the point of being fat, he would punish and hate himself. 

This morning a friend of mine wrote to me how she stumbled at work. In a chit chat over coffee and about coffee how all those sugary coffees lead to obesity without realizing that in a group there is an overweight person. Her intend was to show how unhealthy habits lead to unaesthetic weight. It is the same person that for each kilogram gained is capable of starving herself to reach the desired weight. I just asked if she can tackle with love each kilogram she gains or she hates herself. I also mentioned that overweight may also lead to other diseases like diabetes, heart failure, bloodstream issues. 

The way we behave and carry ourselves may show our beauty or painful and pointy parts. Aesthetics over health(love) or health(love) over aesthetics? 

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