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The Let It Go Festival



    My passion for going to festivals started in 2021, during the pandemic with another crew. It was the time when I started spending more time with my ex-boyfriend. He insisted to go to Saga so much, that I actually took 3-day ticket. All three nights were magic. It was also the first edition of Saga. In that year, Armin was supposed to come to Bucharest for one night and we were about to attend the party. Armin never came. Next year when we were an IT, we called it our festival somehow. After the break-up, I started to engage in different practices of let go. 
    I attended a yoga class called the Let go practices and Sedona method. For those of you who are not acquainted with this concept, the teacher creates a series of asanas, but you never know how long you will stay you will stay in the posture with the mind towards what you want to let go. Most of the times, you will experience a series of emotions from anger to peace. You might also experience pain in different parts of the body. The Sedona method is a questioning method to identify and release emotions. 
    Last night I went where it all started with a mission to live the festival on my own terms. I wanted to see on stage Dennis Lloyd and Armin. Dennis started with the theme of the night by having an intro from Sadhguru related to mind. I fell in love with the song GFY as it mentions how hard is to let go of the people we loved and that in the end we regret spending so little time with the people we love. with that on  mind, I lived and contained the pain of letting go during Armin and I allowed to become light. I was so grateful to all the people I crossed in the last three years and who showed me where I still needed to work on myself. I was sending them a message that I am ready to create my own future as I want it, full of light and love.

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